Big Bang songs are like my diary. Every melody is like a time machine that brings me back to that day. I am sometimes surprised that in their every song there is a memory that I keep reminiscing.

I still love Big Bang more than I love them in the past but I just missed those dorky boys who do weird things without thinking if they will look cool or not. I am proud for who they are now and I thank them for striving so hard to achieve more than what they are dreaming to become.

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Inside my brain>> ✰062518personalsorry for these feels
“I respect GD so much and as a member of BIGBANG he’s our pride!”

- Seungri from his diary (trans by Dana @BIGBANGGisVIP)

I just… I don’t know. I can’t explain how much Ri respects, loves and cherish Jiyong not only as a leader of Big Bang but as a person, as a brother. His love for Big Bang can’t be define in words.

Seeing them eating together, joking around with each other after all the solo activities made me realized once more that I am so blessed to have love a group that I can be proud of. 

There are times when I feel like what I am doing (fangirling) is just a waste of time and being here will not bring me any further. But then with just one song, one smile I am reminded why did I even start loving them.

I just can’t let this feelings build up inside me anymore so I am so sorry for blurting out nonsense but really BIG BANG made me a better person, a happier one :)♥

Thank you my KINGS for always being my angel, always being on my side and for always making me smile ^^

If I'm still not a man to you...
I'm the sky that you
can't get close to or touch...
That sky will fall on you.
- Lee Soon - King Sukjong of Joseon (장옥정, 사랑에 살다)

m-meleedee/hyonq’s 3rd follow forever ! hmm eh i just felt like making another ff lol

Thanks to all my followers for still following me even though i post really weird stuff sometimes hehhaha… (‘: i love you all but i can’t start following everybody due to me being picky with blogs. //sobs

Thanks to all the amazing blogs I follow that fill my dash with joy all the time… ^^

Special thanks to all the friends i’ve made on tumblr so far hehehe you guys are cool kk 

* hover over your url lol * (◡‿◡✿)

* italicized and bolded urls are friends yayyy *

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seunghyun-ssi | seungsuka | seoleu | suck-oppas-dick |taeyanq | tabi-dreamer | unfbigbang | yg-entertrollment | ygholic | yijong | yghigh | youngbaezeaco

 there are many more cool blogs that im not including or forgot to and you should check out my blogroll anyway lol

THANK YOU ♥ I hope next time my name will be italicized too :P

What I am doing is nothing compared to hardcore VIPs who always hunt for updates but I am glad that I somehow share what I have and subbed with my very limited know-how in timing and subbing :))

(via hyonq)

posted 1 month ago 112 ♥ || Reblog
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So…

questions.

No one shared the full ALT in Dome DVD concert yet? Why? lol I might upload in 2 different streaming site: Vimeo and Telly. Bec. Vimeo only allow me to upload 500MB (Disc 1 is 3.88Gb before conversion lol) so I might cut it in parts to allow me to upload in not so LQ video :D But if anyone already uploaded the full concert then I would be glad to just reblog or link them.

I will not be uploading the 3rd disc of 1OAK Japan version as it is already available everywhere :) It is just live performances for 1OAK, Crayon and That XX. And there is no big difference on Kor/Jap ver. the Jap has 3 discs bec. of the performances. The photobook is the same. The Kor has standing paper while Jap has sticker.

Also I will not be uploading Daesung’s D’scover making as BBVIPCHANNEL already subbed them :) a hard working team ♥

To Anon who asked about the play button. If you still need a video on how to play it just hit my ask :) (need to paint my nails first to look pretty on video XD).

So I think that’s all? Ahaha if you still need anything from me just feel free to send a message :)

To my new followers, well I don’t know why you followed me and I just need to warn you that I am a very random person lol to my old followers, nah~ you already knew how much I appreciate your high tolerance of my insanity ♥

I am still alive…

i think.

Ahaha well I just want to let everyone know that I am still here despite of not posting for a whole week :) Had fun with our first travel abroad in HK and still trying to get back to my life. Wish I could go back there bec. 35 deg temperature is really killing me.

Anyway I might be able to share the whole Alive Tour in Tokyo Dome by Tuesday and if no one share the whole D’scovery DVD yet then I might do it also :)

Now I need to spend the upcoming days trying to catch up with my fandoms and series. So if you have anything to ask just feel free to go to my inbox and I would be happy to help :)

Ciao~

posted 1 month ago 8 ♥ || Reblog
Inside my brain>> ✰062518personal
New compilation link is up!

To those who cared about reading my long text posts then you most probably and already get the idea of this new project of mine :))

It is still under-construction but posting it so you can get the idea on how this will work.

But the thing is… some of the BTS/concert are already uploaded somwhere. For example there is already an uploaded E20’s in full with subbed but do you want me to release my own version so we can have uniformity? Well I can only upload LQ~MQ and still thinking if I should put a logo (I made a new pretty logo lol).

So yeah. I am doing this for you so I need your suggestion/s ^^;

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Inside my brain>> ✰062518personalbigbang
Streaming site for all Big Bang officially released DVDs.

Okei so I am thinking about this for a while now. I am planning to post all Big Bang DVDs for streaming. STREAMING ONLY. Well if you know how to rip from online streaming then you can download it lol but I will be focusing on streaming only.

I know that there are fans who are against this because they want everyone to buy the merchandise but not everyone has the money to follow their heart and buy anything that they want. When I started in the fandom my first concern is what are the things included in the cd/dvd that I am buying? Is it worth my money? So before I buy them I search in the net the videos, added stuffs and etc. So maybe this idea can help you to decide if you should get the DVD?

I know that uploading these stuffs are illegal so I want to think deeply about this first and let’s be honest once you’ve downloaded the videos you will think twice about getting the DVD bec. you already have it for free so why spend money, right? (Well that is only for a few people lol I know lots of VIPs who really save to buy stuffs).

Some of the DVDs are already uploaded everywhere but I want to make playlist or maybe an account to upload all DVDs.

And like what I am always saying ‘Don’t envy those people who have stuffs but make them your inspiration to strive harder, to save more so you can buy those stuffs that they have’. 

I am open to any suggestion regarding this so please feel free to message me and if you are shy my anon asks is enabled ^^

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She is almost 2 months old so she is still living with her mother but this ball of fluff visited us last night and here she is with Dad scratching her belly :)) She loves it so much and even closing her eyes lol And whenever Dad stops she will crawl on his legs and bite him XD

Her name is Shizuka.

Because I didn’t do anything to celebrate my 2nd anniversary last 4/8 so I am doing it now. Well better late than never, right? And to also thank each and everyone of you for still following despite my hiatuses ^^

So I am planning to provide a streaming for the FULL 1OAK Collection and probably ALT in DOME (once it gets here by next week or so) and I will also finish uploading the Heaven and Gara Gara Go solo member angle (already uploaded G D, TOP, Ri). And I am taking any DVD request that you want to see :)

I might upload it either on youtube or dailymotion starting tomorrow. But sadly I can only upload a LQ~MQ bec. uploading 100MB will already take me hours :(

posted 2 months ago 7 ♥ || Reblog
Inside my brain>> ✰062518personalbigbangbig bang
We need a little help :)

bigbangarchive:

Please click the link and register for an account in mediafire.

As you all know we can’t afford to have premium accounts in every file hosting site so with every registration thru this link we will get an additional of 1GB free space and that can already give us 1 or 2 full shows to upload :)

We will be using Jumbofiles, Mediafire, Mega, Hotfile and Putlocker from now on.

Thank you for your continued support! ♥

- Bamn

posted 2 months ago 11 ♥ || Reblog
Inside my brain>> ✰bigbangarchive062518personalBig Bang
KONAYUKI + KANG DAESUNG.

I know I am so late in spazzing but I really don’t like watching/listening to fancams because it only makes me realized how much I fail in life for not attending those awesome shows lol

BUT when I saw KONAYUKI in the set list for D’scover Day 2 my eyes immediately teared up ;_; Just reading the title of the song makes me cry lol that’s how much that song means to me. I really really love that song so mixing with one of my favorite voices (Dae) really makes me cry even more.

For those who don’t know about this song then you need to watch ONE LITER OF TEARS bec. really that series is worth watching for nth time. The drama is so touching that you will literally cry a bucket of tears (well for a crybaby like me). Konayuki and Only Human is my favorite from this OST.

You can listen to DAE’s version (not full) and 1 liter version. Smileholic has a full audio of the song but sadly they don’t allow sharing outside of their site.

[ANNOUNCEMENT]

bigbangarchive:

Thank you 706 followers on tumblr and 283 followers on twitter! :)

You guys are the reason why we are still working on this. We know that the updates are so slow and there are still a lot of videos that doesn’t have any link yet but rest assured that we will continue on working on it. We only have a very few re-uploaders right now (around 2-3) who works diligently so if you have time to help us in re-uploading please let us know.

Also there will be no adfly starting from now on. It is another job for us to re-link all links for the adfly so we will be minimizing the work. The sad part is we will need generous people who would like to donate to keep our premium account. We only have Jumbofiles as premium account until June. You will not be donating money but you will be the one who will purchase the account for us, we will be giving you our username and password. To assure that the money will straightly goes to the bbarchive and not in our pockets :) We already have $10 from our adfly and we are planning to purchase premium from either Hotfile or Filefactory.

Why do we need premium accounts? Premium accounts makes our file stays longer. Free accounts often only has a limit of 30 days from the last downloads and they will be deleted so it is another work for us to re-upload old files.

Also if there is anyone who would like to make our site pretty please also let us know. We are noob in HTML coding and the likes ^^; Or better yet if we can move on our own website ;)

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING US! Let us make this fandom a better one ♥

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- Bamn

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If you have any questions  concerns, request or just anything please don’t hesitate in sending a message :) You can contact us at @bb_archive or directly to me @06251804. Thank you.

Please help us if you have time! :)

posted 2 months ago 9 ♥ || Reblog
Inside my brain>> ✰bbarchive062518personal
thank you and goodbye…

Thank you for all the reblogs, likes and messages. Thank you for taking your time to read all the nonsense things I wrote. Thank you for understanding my insanity posts. Thank you for the support and I will never ever forget those messages that makes me smile :)

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I guess my love and passion for my fandom ends here :)♥

I hope one day when I decided to come back there will be people who will missed me :)

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We’re recruiting!!

bbvipchannel:

Hi VIPs,

We’re in need of Korean or Chinese translators and experienced timers to join our subbing team. If you’re interested and have the time to help us out, please send us an email at bbvipchannel@gmail.com

NOTE: We’re a non-profit subbing team = we do not get paid for subbing Big Bang videos.

Please do join them if you have time and passion :D I can’t thank enough this subbing team for always releasing perfect subbed videos for us without anything in return :)

posted 2 months ago 17 ♥ || Reblog
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